argh!!!

this isn't an easy job i'm doing.. so stressed up.. pressure.. my boss would be probably choose between me and my other colleague, nicholas.. i don't want to lose this job!! i hope someone could understand my situation.. there's this fear in me.. i can't afford to lose this job and be jobless again.. sigh.. my probation is gonna end soon.. on the 13th.. don't know what's the end result.. pray for me, ya.. that i'll get this job..
thanks